Uninterested

I realise that I've not mentioned much about Vanessa. Well for a moment, I was quite interested in her. The reason, being that she's sporty (which so many girls aren't) and pretty. Well, not to mention that she's friendly and caring as well. But, just a few days ago, I just had the feeling that the chemistry just didn't exist between us. I guess this is what Serine meant. It's not being incompatible, but rather the chemistry just isn't there. Vanessa, well, in all honesty, I do think that she's someone I could probably click well with and everything. But the feeling I have for her pales in comparison with what I felt for Serine.

The alternate explanation would be that I'm still not completely over Serine to accept someone new in my life. I know I've said this plenty of times, but with Serine, it just felt totally right. A pity it was one-sided.

I don't know really. Things are still quite premature to state a conclusion. Probably I'll see how things go before I commit to a decision. Though right now, I don't have the confidence or will to persue a relationship. No money!!