What is this..confusion..

Last Tuesday's chat with Serine sort of marked a new beginning. We talked in a very relaxed manner, joking and teasing. All was really great. I thought that I had finally crossed the mountain. Asked her out on Saturday even. She said that she'll rather go to the Jurong Bird Park instead, well if she's able to make it.

Okay. Friday night came. She said that she could make some time, just that we would have to go in the morning. Well, this was the point I screwed up, sort of. I insisted that I didn't want to go in the afternoon, and we kinda had a small argument about this. The next thing that happened was probably the dumbest thing I had ever done. Can't remember exactly, but I think I made some stupid sarcastic comment. And there it was, she just kept silent for a few minutes. Well, I realised I was wrong and I apologised. This was when it all went downhill.

She started saying how I didn't understand her, how we aren't compatible, how we have different , etc. etc. After much effort, I managed to diffuse this tense situation, which I had the feeling would be deciding our future. It was all well in the end, but she was still insistent on changing my mind about her. Well, and I did reitterate my intention of changing her mind about this as well, and it will be a competition of who succeeds.

I don't know if it's real or imaginary, but this really did bring doubts into my mind. After investing so much effort and time, is this all I've accomplished so far? Not that it's little (the fact that Serine isn't ignoring me after still knowing that I like her), but really, was this all worth it? Am I making empty promises to her, to myself? The question really is whether she's the right girl or not. Right now, at this moment in time, I think, I feel, I believe she is. Nothing can change that fact now. The real problem lies with the fact that I may find someone more "right" in future. Although I said that if I keep looking for someone more "right", it'll be pretty ridiculous and I won't be able to settle down at all.

Right now, all I want to know is, should I continue waiting for her? Do I stand a chance? Will this end as I hope it would?

Questions and no answers.

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