Laziness to blog

I've really become rather lazy recently. Blogging now seems more of a chore than a good way for the archival of memories. I've decided that I shall not do any more recollections of the past. It's just too troublesome.

The most recent thing that happened was last Saturday. After band prac, I met up with Serine for dinner. We ate at Ajisen Ramen. Well, you couldn't really consider that a dinner because she only ate like 5 prawn fritters. I had the Tom Yam Ramen which was pretty good. Not exactly Thai style but it still tasted quite good. Serine gave me my birthday present then as well. It was this unique designer glass. Cool! Must really be pretty expensive though. Expensive but useless. The best combination. Anyway, it wasn't very exciting over dinner. I think I'm beginning to find it difficult communicating well with her after accepting the fact that she doesn't like me and that I've finally given up. Not that I could actually give up. I know somewhere deep down, I still like her a lot. Just that my anger, disappointment, resentment, etc. is pushing that part further from me. I'm weak, I know it and I can't help it.