Sunshine girls..

I was having dinner with Karen earlier today at the tables around Subway at Lido. There were 2 guys and 2 girls seated about 3 tables away. They weren't hard to notice as the group of them were enjoying themselves and taking photos with their camera phones. It struck me that one of the girls was just radiant. Indescribably so. She is pretty yeah, but I'm not being lecherous or anything here. She's just, well, as the topic says, a sunshine girl. Someone always cheerful, well most of the time, extroverted, exciting, unpredictable, open. It's just completely opposite from what I am now. And it really seems to me that this is exactly what I'm looking for. Someone to cheer me when I'm down, to put a smile on my face, to make me laugh.

But, like attracts like. To find someone like this, I've just got to have these qualities first. I'm not sure what's putting me down lately, but I just can't seem to lift my spirits for any occasion. I just feel like staying home, sitting in front of my computer, wasting my weekend away. A new work week comes and it'll be the same again. Where's the motivation now? Where's the drive? Where's the passion? To live?

Like attracts like. Just gotta keep that in mind.