My body really aches. Well, mostly the arms and my hand hurts as well when I type, like when i bring my fingers upwards. But anyway, that's not the point of this blog.

I think I should be less aggressive. Some things that aren't meant to happen probably won't happen no matter how hard I try to make them happen. What Shaun said about fate sometimes does really seem true. But I'm really not one who would like lie down and say 'ok, fate has it this way for me'. It's just too weak. Too docile for me. I'm feeling pretty rotten now, aching body and unsound mind. No, I'm not insane. I just feel that nagging sense of insecurity. Maybe a fear of not knowing what's going to come next.

Got this off Yahui's blog. Quite interesting I think. Something about the classfications of dreams.


Dayhap dream (DH): It has happened in the day, and it has somehow affected your subconscious so much, to the extent it has been embedded in your mind for repetition in your dreams.

Premonitive Type1 (PT1): You have been gathering signals from those close to you, and from those subtle signals your conscious brain can't pick up and process, your subconscious has made something out of them. And through your dreams, you know what is going to happen soon, judging from the vibes from those around you.

Premonitive Type2 (PT2): This is the most omnipotent of all. You were sent a message, totally unrelated to your feelings and actions, nor your close ones', yet it is going to come true, and you know it. You can feel it. You have to do something about it if it is bad. Either that or just watch the disaster happen.

Concurrent dream (CC): This is when you are dreaming about the incident as it is happening. Totally freaky, and requires more psychic ability than the average human being cares to admit, or rather, possess.

Hindsighter (H): It happened. And you didn't know about it. Now your dream is informing you about it, because there's something you have to do about it, be it picking up pieces, providing a shoulder to lean on, or just celebrating perhaps? (e.g. pregnancies. okies not at this age maybe.)

Inferencer (I): The exact dream is totally irrelevant -- but the moral it's trying to pass on to you, is invaluable, and might help you in the near future. It is closely related to Premonitive Type1, but this time it doesn't tell you what it going to happen. It just tries to equip you with what you need to handle the oncoming crises.

Revelations (R): Your mind reveals your worst enemies to you. As they say in chinese, 知己知彼，百战百胜 (translation: Know thyself and know your opponent, and victory will be yours time and again). Make use of the knowledge to overcome your weaknesses, and you shall be invincible one day! *harhar* Revelations also reveal to you your WILDEST dreams. This is the place where you score 9 A1s, graduate from Cambridge, marry a rich tycoon's son, and suddenly become damn hot with plenty of suitors trying to get a glimpse of your never-ending legs.

Garbage (G): These dreams mean nothing. Pure rubbish that don't tell nothing, don't mean nothing, and don't worth nothing. Might be related to the junk you eat just before bed-time.