I'm in a dilema as to whether to give up or continue to hold on. There are so many mixed signals that I probably have read wrongly anyway. But whether I've read them correctly, or whether they are even signals, I can't just turn a blind eye to them. Deep down, I know that she really could be the one. But up there, I probably know that I'm not the one for her. So, should I think in the name of love or reason? Sigh. Stuff like this really really really drive me crazy.

Shu-en said that there are many other fishes in the ocean and that I don't have to worry. But is it really possible that I'll meet someone like her again? I'm a believer that no 2 people are the same. Am I a believer that a single soulmate exists?