Okay, I'm back to that old 'Should I or should I not' mood again. Just as things seemed like they were going well, I'm just beginning to question if things are what they seems. Honestly, although it is a cautious attitude, it isn't a good one.

First and foremost, there's constantly something nagging in my mind. And that makes me unable to totally relax.

Secondly, it saps away my confidence because I'm not sure whether I'm doing the right thing.

On a last note, I feel as if I'm getting sucked back into the quicksand again just as I thought I was coming out.

Yea, this isn't a very good period for me after all.