I'm feeling stressed. Stressed beyond anything I've felt before. Not exams, not interviews, not about meeting people. I feel so helpless because of lack of knowledge and experience.

Yeah so i bought my new pc. And it's now totally screwed up. The wireless network adapter cannot work on this comp, but it's perfectly alright on the other one. And no amount of removing and inserting, uninstalling and installing does anything. The stupid error message just stays there. I called up the shop today and they couldn't help me. Installed the win xp patches but it still couldn't work. So what is so different between this comp and the old one? Besides it being newer and better? What's more, the computer now keeps hanging. No idea why too. I just feel screwed up. I spent $2500 and i got crap. Today's mood is like a total 180 degree opposite to what i was feeling on saturday and before.

Man Utd just drew their last 2 matches (what's new) against Blackburn and Everton. The stupid keepers were on inspired form. So now, Man Utd is trailing badly, by 7 points to Arsenal and Chelsea. Sigh.

On a brighter note, I met 2 new people recently. One is Elisia, whom I met during Comex. She's the girl I talked about in the previous post. Yea, saw her everyday for 3 days when I went down to get more stuff. Damn, I don't wanna talk about computers anymore. Yeah the other girl's Kim, from physiotherapy. She really resembles Tricia. Same kind of voice. But much more sporty i think. Not that Tricia is not sporty, but she really seems much more, haha and she's a canoeist. Oh both girls are same age as me. Cool isn't it?

Really feel like I've hit rockbottom. Struggling in the deep end of the pool. Stuck in the doldrums.

Haven't cried in a long time. This may be the time. Nah. But I guess you can imagine how I'm feeling right now.