Narcissistic me

I love myself and I think it's not normal. Haha. That sounds incredibly hilarious. I don't know, just been thinking recently why I'm so narcissitic. My smile? My eyes? Gosh, here I go again. Sometimes, I'll just stare in the mirror and admire myself. That's really, not normal right?

I'm terribly bored at work. After all the major events had ended, it's been really mundane everyday. I don't know why I wasn't like this last time. Maybe it's because of the gradual inset of the notion that I will be leaving, making the future seem more exciting than it should, so the disparity between the present and the perceived future exacerbates into that of a disillusioned state.