Wrong as usual..

Talking with Shu'en really gets me back on my feet and think straight. When it comes to girls, my objective mind seems to switch off, leading to poor decision making. Well, Shu'en's argument did present a case for my logic to work out. And being the kind of person I am, logic speaks greater than anything else.

Apparently, Shu'en doesn't see Peiyan wanting to be in a relationship currently. Though I'd like to think otherwise, that just seems like the fairest assessment I've heard (I haven't heard any, just all based on feeling). And Shu'en you suck, why do you go to bed so early?!

I've had crushes on quite a few people before, but there's just something about Peiyan (and Serine) that stands her out from the rest. This definitely isn't a crush. Like previously with Nicole, she's like someone I'll never consider again after having a crush on. But with Peiyan, she's just different. It could be years down the road and I could feel like what I'm feeling now. Same with Serine, but the decision to end that holds firm.

Hmmm..I guess it's just not meant to be. Well, she'll be a good friend, someone to inspire me through university to work hard. Maybe, just maybe, something might happen someday, but that day isn't going to come soon, probably.