Work at MINDEF sucks totally. I've really really really lousy superiors, and I'm not exaggerating. Malcolm has zero concern for low positions workers like me, people who are forced to serve. Asking about my NS benefits is as good as talking to a wall. Wait at least a wall won't talk back and make me feel bad. Worst than a wall. He makes snide remarks and doesn't pass up the chance to emphasize my unimportance. He dumps stuff that he doesn't want at my cubicle and says that he's nice enough to let me have it. Above all, he always emphasizes that he's nice to me. Like hell, I don't need his supposed kindness. LTC Hsien is worse. He's so slack the whole day and he still gets me to do stupid work. Like tidying his computer cables. Like what the hell. I've got my own work that I can't finish and he gets me to do shit.

Well, at least I've discovered the use of web msn. It's fun talking to Shuyang in the morning till lunch. I probably can use it whenever I'm free. But then again. I'm seldom free. I wish I had an understudy helping me. I've gotta wait like a year and a half for that. What disaster. Life is so difficult there. I'm subjected to office politics and I can hardly make any good friends. I hate my life. I hope university comes quickly.