It's been a sad week! Sigh. I don't feel I've accomplished much at all. Work, as usual has been terrible. It's fun doing work, talking to people, helping them where they require, but it's just getting too much. I don't know. Maybe, I just need a break, get away for a few days, do something I like. But, it's not possible. I don't have much leave available! Sigh.

This week, Carin was "asked to resign". I feel that she was really treated unfairly. As in, the mistake wasn't even entirely hers. She could have been been the scapegoat for it all by higher powers. Politics is a dirty game, am I really evil enough to want to play it next time? No wait, being evil enough is not a consideration, having the conscience to curb my evilness is the thing. But now, I'm going to be made use of to do more dirty work, generally just more work than usual, what a sucky feeling man.

This nike shirt that I bought yesterday? What a complete screw up. I just realised the Swoosh logo isn't stitched well and it's crooked! Oh gosh. The material of the shirt is also such that it spoils easily, like if a finger nail manages to hook onto an individual thread. Arhhh!! This happened like millions of times on the first day I'm wearing it. Crapz.

Man Utd drew Crystal Palace! Oh my gosh. This is the worst piece of news the whole week. This negates anything good in the week and amplifies all the bad stuff. ArhhH!! What's worse, Chelsea won! Oh my gosh, that's the end of Man Utd's title challenge man, unless Chelsea suffers a spectacular fall from grace. Sighh.

Alumni prac was really fun. I'm beginning to like playing Pirates of the Caribbean even though it's insanely difficult. Okay, it's not difficult difficult. It's not challenging like our SYF pieces, but it goes into crazily high ranges. Notes that I've seldom or even never seen on a score have appeared! Haha. But, they aren't impossible to play. Confidence and practise are the keys to conquering them.

I tried to ask Serine out on Saturday, but as usual she's busy. I don't know, "sorry, I'm busy", sorry, I'm not free", phrases I've heard countless times already. Sigh. I don't know, suddenly this week I feel that I'm losing interest, losing the energy to go on liking her. Hmmm. Actually, I'm not really losing the energy. It doesn't really require energy in the first place. How do I say it. I just realise it's unmaintenable anymore. Not really making sense. Yeah, maybe it's a bit about the energy, like I'm feeling I'm too tired to keep trying to ask her out anymore. Besides, it's not really very nice to keep getting a word that starts with a N and ends with an O. Haha. I don't know, just telling myself that my time probably hasn't come. But, I'm beginning to come to terms that Serine and I, well, won't have anything happening between us anytime soon. Or maybe, anytime after as well. So, is this the prelude to giving up?

Hmmm. Rounding off a sad week indeed. :(