mixed feelings today..

went for my grandad's birthday celebration in the evening. he looks really frail now. think chemotherapy is really a life-sucker. yea..by the way, he has throat cancer due to smoking. so whoever is reading this, be warned. my mummy says that he doesn't really eat or drink anything now because it's really painful just to swallow. sad..my heart reaches out to him. but i think today's party went pretty well. it cheered him up i think, i hope.

there were a lot of toddlers and babies around. the family has expanded. and people i previously saw with large tummies are slim now..and the slim ones are getting the tummies!! hahaa..i wonder when it'll be my sister's turn. won't it be fun playing with a young kid? i'm damn sure babies love me. there was this kid(joel), he absolutely loved me. kept bring me the rubber ball to play with him..hahahaa..and i wonder why everyone likes babies. i'm just so afraid i might injure him, like drop him while carrying him or something. haha. luckily, i'm apparently not the only one who thinks this way. nicole too!! hahaa..so i'm normal.

didn't have lunch today. was too lazy to go out and eat and didn't really wanna go to nuh food court to eat. ugh..was so hungry!! and i can't believe a single slice of softmeal bread lasted me all the way to dinner. but then again. i'm hungry now. what do i want to eat tomorrow for breakfast? hmmmm..actually, nothing seems to entice me now. or maybe not. i don't mind scrambled eggs with sausages!! yumyum..hope i won't be too lazy tomorrow morning..hahahaaa..

health is like love(or vice versa). treasure it or lose it.