whoo..my operation finally arrived..and boy was it traumatic..first thing was that I still had some phlegm..so it was like I didn't know whether to declare it..well I didn't which meant that I took the risk of sying during the operation..but fortunately I didn't..
well it was pretty cool..wasn't really nervous actually..changed into the operation gown..then lay on the bed as the nurse pushed me into the operation theatre..and that's where my stereotype mindset was broken..I used to think operating theatres were dark and scary places with surgeons holding up their scalpels ready to operate(a result result of watching too much cartoons)..well it was actually very brightly lit..and the anesthetist was the only person talking to me..the rest were busy scrubing down..first I was transferred to the operating table..then they took of my top and it was really really freezing..I couldn't stop shivering then..after that she was saying like..im going to inject u with some anti-biotic now..and then she jabbed this huge needle up my vein in my left forearm..ooh..but it wasn't that pain..thankfully..then after that she gave me this thing to breathe..told me it was oxygen..well it smelled quite alright..so I just breathed it..then after a while..hoho..I was gone..when I was asleep I had a really cool dream..something like I was playing soccer..and it was the Euro!! oh my god..but I don't really remember much just basically soccer I think..hahaa..then I woke up at 11.30..there was this baby near me who was crying and crying..so damn irritating..I almost couldn't get back to sleep..but I was semi conscious nonetheless..the GA hadn't totally lost effect..then was wheeled back to my room..slept for another 2 hours..then ruxin came to visit me..was quite bad..I almost totally neglected her..but I was really feeling very very sick at that time..just wanted to close my eyes and lie down..then the rest came..huawei yahui and cassandra..hahaa..we talked a bit and they gave me a pseudo mogu cushion..quite nice..and it's PINK in color..hahaa..well it's on my floor now..haven't taken it out after I got home yet..alright then I stoned for another few hours..my doctor came..told me everything was alright..and I was probably much better off than the guy next to me who had the exact same operation as me..well he had severely damaged cartilages..mine was only cracked I think..so I'm really really thankful..yea..well then after that my parents came..wanted to take me home..but I was really feeling awful..and my nurse..Padma her name was..told me that I should try to vomit as I would feel much much better..since it would expel the GA at the same time..well..I did..and I vommitted all the water I had drunk previously..and then the vomit turned red..like I was bleeding internally..wow..but I didn't really care laa..but as I was about to leave..I vommitted again..this time less..but eually shitty..the lousy feeling that I had just didn't go away..then as I was entering the car to go home..I vommitted again!! this time I decided to go back to the ward to rest..nurse Padma called the on-call doctor to come and check on me..and he took more than an hour to arrive..think my parents were really hungry..poor them..ok then he gave me 2 tablets..and well I didn't really feel better but I decided to try and go home again..this time..things were equally as bad..but I did manage to get home without puking in the car..but I had brought along the hospital barf bags just in case..but when I reached my door..things just got way too bad..and I just puked..luckily I could feel the vomit coming out again..and I got my barf bag out in time..well that one had not much puke but it tasted awfully bad..then I went straight to bed..ugh..

woke up at 6 today..watched the prince of tennis..the dvd sets that my boss lent me to watch while I was stuck at home recuperating..its a damn nice anime..and the matches are really really cool..think I will keep watching this..shuen came over at 1+ and she gave me my presents..2 books..that looked quite kuku..hahaa..sorry shuen but I don't tink they really interest me..then yahui ruxin huawei and ya le came to play mahjong and ps2..hahaa mahjong is really fun..and I think my mum is really really lucky..whenever she helped yale she kept winning..but then I got a really big game too..qing yi se with many many flowers..hahaa..think I recouped all my losses at one go then..hahaa..yay..well at night played amplitude..and yahui is a shen at that game..she's just so damn good at it..whoa her psychomotor must be really way up there..i wished I had that kind of psychomotor too..then I would be really good at all sorts of games..and not just soccer..the only reason why I'm good is because I can run fast and I really play a lot..but now I don't know about that..haven't touched a soccer ball in about a year..how sad..oh but well..never mind..I think being really good in soccer is enough for me..

alright me knee is really painful now..like straigtening it causes me untold pains that feel like a raw nerve was touched and purposefully teased..ugh..damn..I wonder how I'm going to last through this week..I'm a sucker for pain man..